Judging from the title of this journal, you would probably think I'm going to state some philosophy on life.
I don't know if I am or not, but I'm just going to say whats on my mind.
Up until last week, my life was going fine. But now, I feel like crap.
The one girl I have feelings for I think now hates me and doesn't want anything to do with me. The thing is, the more she tries to push me away, the stronger my feelings get, as weird as that may seem to some people. Thats just how much I care about her, its that hard for me to let her go.

I don't know what I've accomplished by saying all of this, I just needed to get it off my chest.